Previously: asfarawayfromreality

"Luck is not an option."
"I'm still a little crazy all the time
but I can try to hide it, that's still mine."
"Hurts the same when nobody knows,
I guess that's just how it goes;
But I won't say anything at all."
"I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying."
"I like to push it and push it
until my luck is over."
"I can't depend in the end,
you know, I thought you were my friend."
"I'm barely here at all."
"One more confession."
"I never needed a reason for
keeping secrets from myself."
"Only hurt a bit,
but I still feel like shit."
"Lost and useless, no more bruises.
I'll burn this place down, don't make no sound."
"All the pieces used to fit."
This might sting a bit.
You got here just in time to see
everything fall apart."
"Every memory comes on
When I hear that old song."
"I will show you self-destruction."
"I just can't decide what I'm running from."
"I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut."
"I still feel all the things I did before,
When you used to need it more.
Remember all the ways you fixed me?"
"Don't want it, Don't get it.
I know you won't regret it.
Don't surface, Don't surface,
And I feel so damned worthless."
"Don't pick me up off the ground.
I'll be fine in the lost and found."
"I'm shallow,
I'm miserable."
"See through
and it kills me again."
"Take me home,
I don't want to be alone tonight."
"I won't be able to keep it together again."
"Well, I just wish we could go back
one more time, and begin it.
Back before I lost myself somewhere,
Somewhere in it."
"Don't you dare fail me now."
"Laughing like it works,
bleeding like it don't hurt."
"I could be your perfect disaster,
you could be my ever after."
"Once upon a time, I used to romanticize."
"Don't want to think about it,
I'm fucking tired of getting sick about it."
"How can one of us still feel blessed
when the other one is lost?"
"I know I never make this easy."
"I'm begging you to bring me back to life."
"Did I stutter?"
"Payback is a motherfucker"
"Kiss me, just once, for luck."
"Gonna make a heartthrob out of me."
"My poor heart will only surrender."
"You know you don't need to be so worried."
"This will be our dirty little secret."
"I know you're fine,
but what do I do?"
"I'm empty too,
and everything reminds me of you."
"It's alright if you don't know what you need."
"Who'll be my Montague
now to this broken Capulet?"
"Don't you think I deserve better after all that we've been through?"
"I'll never tell how I fell for it."
"Familiar sins come crashing in"
"You say sometimes,
it's like I hardly know you.
and maybe there's some things
I never showed you."
"Once upon a time,
this place was beautiful and mine;
but now it's just the bottom line."
"For pick-me-ups and fall-aparts."
"For promises that never started right."
"I know it seems beneath me,
but sometimes it's not that easy."
"I tell you that I'm all figured out,
or maybe I just like how that sounds."

-Marianas Trench <3


How Am I Going To Be An Optimist About This

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im always suspicious of anyone that finds me attractive

(Source: amoying, via toysoldierr)


"If it makes you less sad
we’ll start talking again.
You can tell me how vile
I already know that i am”

(via heart-thatsgrowingcolder)

I find my self never wanting anyone to know how I am feeling, but at the exact same time its all I want them to know. To know I feel like dying half the time or I feel like i’m so hollow inside I could break.

(Source: m-oonflakes, via seducemewithbooks)

Cautiously, I allowed
myself to feel good
at times.
I found moments of
peace in cheap
just staring at the
knobs of some
or listening to the
rain in the
The less I needed,
the better I
- Charles Bukowski, “Let It Enfold You”  (via perfect)

(Source: oofpoetry, via nevergonhappen)


Only when you scroll down the Arthur Read tag, do you realise how much you have in common with a TV show about 8 year olds.

(via porcelainonfire)

Those who look for the bad in people will surely find it. - Abraham Lincoln (via perfect)

(Source: psych-quotes, via nevergonhappen)

The hard part about writing a novel is finishing it. - Ernest Hemingway (via feellng)

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