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Previously: asfarawayfromreality

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"Luck is not an option."
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"I'm still a little crazy all the time
but I can try to hide it, that's still mine."
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"Hurts the same when nobody knows,
I guess that's just how it goes;
But I won't say anything at all."
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"I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying."
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"I like to push it and push it
until my luck is over."
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"I can't depend in the end,
you know, I thought you were my friend."
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"I'm barely here at all."
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"One more confession."
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"I never needed a reason for
keeping secrets from myself."
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"Only hurt a bit,
but I still feel like shit."
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"Lost and useless, no more bruises.
I'll burn this place down, don't make no sound."
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"All the pieces used to fit."
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This might sting a bit.
You got here just in time to see
everything fall apart."
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"Every memory comes on
When I hear that old song."
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"I will show you self-destruction."
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"I just can't decide what I'm running from."
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"I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut."
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"I still feel all the things I did before,
When you used to need it more.
Remember all the ways you fixed me?"
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"Don't want it, Don't get it.
I know you won't regret it.
Don't surface, Don't surface,
And I feel so damned worthless."
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"Don't pick me up off the ground.
I'll be fine in the lost and found."
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"I'm shallow,
I'm miserable."
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"See through
and it kills me again."
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"Take me home,
I don't want to be alone tonight."
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"I won't be able to keep it together again."
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"Well, I just wish we could go back
one more time, and begin it.
Back before I lost myself somewhere,
Somewhere in it."
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"Don't you dare fail me now."
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"Laughing like it works,
bleeding like it don't hurt."
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"I could be your perfect disaster,
you could be my ever after."
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"Once upon a time, I used to romanticize."
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"Don't want to think about it,
I'm fucking tired of getting sick about it."
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"How can one of us still feel blessed
when the other one is lost?"
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"I know I never make this easy."
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"I'm begging you to bring me back to life."
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"Did I stutter?"
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"Payback is a motherfucker"
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"Kiss me, just once, for luck."
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"Gonna make a heartthrob out of me."
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"My poor heart will only surrender."
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"You know you don't need to be so worried."
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"This will be our dirty little secret."
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"I know you're fine,
but what do I do?"
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"I'm empty too,
and everything reminds me of you."
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"It's alright if you don't know what you need."
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"Who'll be my Montague
now to this broken Capulet?"
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"Don't you think I deserve better after all that we've been through?"
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"I'll never tell how I fell for it."
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"Familiar sins come crashing in"
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"You say sometimes,
it's like I hardly know you.
and maybe there's some things
I never showed you."
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"Once upon a time,
this place was beautiful and mine;
but now it's just the bottom line."
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"For pick-me-ups and fall-aparts."
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"For promises that never started right."
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"I know it seems beneath me,
but sometimes it's not that easy."
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"I tell you that I'm all figured out,
or maybe I just like how that sounds."

-Marianas Trench <3

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How Am I Going To Be An Optimist About This

Bands / Pop punk / Delicacy / Restaurants / Candles / Photographs / Letters / Books / Glee / Stupid teen romance movies / Poetry / The beauty of words / The art of writing / Recovery. /

amoying:

im always suspicious of anyone that finds me attractive

(Source: amoying, via toysoldierr)

aphrohdites:

"If it makes you less sad
we’ll start talking again.
You can tell me how vile
I already know that i am”

(via heart-thatsgrowingcolder)

I find my self never wanting anyone to know how I am feeling, but at the exact same time its all I want them to know. To know I feel like dying half the time or I feel like i’m so hollow inside I could break.

(Source: m-oonflakes, via seducemewithbooks)

Cautiously, I allowed
myself to feel good
at times.
I found moments of
peace in cheap
rooms
just staring at the
knobs of some
dresser
or listening to the
rain in the
dark.
The less I needed,
the better I
felt.
- Charles Bukowski, “Let It Enfold You”  (via perfect)

(Source: oofpoetry, via nevergonhappen)

funkysock:

Only when you scroll down the Arthur Read tag, do you realise how much you have in common with a TV show about 8 year olds.

(via porcelainonfire)

Those who look for the bad in people will surely find it. - Abraham Lincoln (via perfect)

(Source: psych-quotes, via nevergonhappen)

The hard part about writing a novel is finishing it. - Ernest Hemingway (via feellng)

(via nevergonhappen)